after being in an ‘im lonely’ funk all morning, i cleaned my room and i feel good. i feel much much better than i was feeling this morning. and i can now comfortable sit on my laptop without laying on my elbows.
id say this has been a good day. now if i could find a way to motivate myself to go workout tomorrow morning…..
i love this. love this so much.
i have work in the morning. but i just finished a quiz so i dont really feel like going to bed yet. besides, i havent been on tumblr for a while. its summertime! i wanna do something exciting this year. i currently plan on a couple of baseball games, im looking up shows to see at the kennedy center/ wolf trap, lots of dc trips, lots of me time. and work. work work work. ew. but i wanna go to the beach with a lot of people! so let me know if you’re ( YES YOU!) are interested!
I’m sorry I’m not a size 2. and I just got home yesterday. you really think i need to hear that i need to lose weight for this wedding? you really think that the first words you should be saying to me after being away at school is ‘we’re gonna have to get you new work pants?’ wow. thanks. clearly I’m not what you want. clearly. i don’t need this. i don’t need you to make me feel like this. and just cause you say it jokingly doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt. i don’t get it. who says that to someone? thank you for only being part of society and making girls think that they’ll never be good enough unless theyre a size 2. thanks for making it seem like you can’t be pretty unless you don’t eat.
i refuse to accept that im going to be a senior. im not ready to leave college yet. its been the best year ever. and i am just not ready to accept that its over.
please dont make me grow up.
